I'M FINDING MYSELF in the ASHES TONIGHT lyrics

I lost myself... Trying to save everyone else. But when I needed someone... There was nobody there. Not anymore. I gave you pieces of a broken soul, You took them all and demanded control. Every time I fell, you turned away, But somehow made my pain about your day. I carried storms you refused to see, While you stood there making it all about me. You called it love, but it felt like chains, Another empty promise drowning in the rain. [Pre-Chorus - Building aggression] Where were you when the lights went black? Where were you when I couldn't fight back? You only cared when the spotlight shined, Now I'm leaving all your lies behind! [Chorus - Explosive melodic metal vocals] I'M FINDING MYSELF IN THE ASHES TONIGHT! BURNING THROUGH THE DARK, STEPPING INTO THE LIGHT! IF YOU NEVER CARED, GET OUT OF MY WAY! I'M DONE BEING THE ONE WHO BEGS YOU TO STAY! NO MORE SHADOWS! NO MORE CHAINS! NO MORE CARRYING YOUR SELFISH PAIN! I'M TAKING BACK EVERYTHING YOU STOLE! THIS IS MY LIFE! THIS IS MY SOUL! [EDM Drop - Crushing distorted synth bass, industrial guitar riff] NO MORE! YOUR! SHADOW! [Heavy instrumental drop - Mechanical drums, distorted bass, guitar breakdown] [Verse 2 - Aggressive rhythmic vocals] Every conversation became your stage, Every little problem, another cage. I screamed for help, you changed the scene, Made yourself the victim while I disappeared unseen. You never listened, you never tried, Just found another excuse to hide. I'm done explaining what you refuse to hear, I'm cutting loose everything that kept me here! [Pre-Chorus - Rising intensity] I won't keep drowning to keep you dry! I won't keep living inside your lies! If my pain means nothing in your eyes, Then watch me walk away tonight! [Chorus - Huge layered vocals] I'M FINDING MYSELF IN THE ASHES TONIGHT! BURNING THROUGH THE DARK, STEPPING INTO THE LIGHT! IF YOU NEVER CARED, GET OUT OF MY WAY! I'M DONE BEING THE ONE WHO BEGS YOU TO STAY! NO MORE SHADOWS! NO MORE CHAINS! NO MORE CARRYING YOUR SELFISH PAIN! I'M TAKING BACK EVERYTHING YOU STOLE! THIS IS MY LIFE! THIS IS MY SOUL! [Bridge - Music cuts, deep whispered vocals] I didn't need you to fix me. I just needed you to care. But you couldn't even do that... Without making it about yourself. [Silence - One second] So now... YOU DON'T GET A PLACE IN MY WORLD! [Breakdown - Brutal screamed vocals, double kick, industrial