I Love You, I Love You lyrics

[Verse 1] You ever love so deep? And still go quiet You ever want to stay Then start a riot You read my face like rain I turn away again I hate the space I make When I let fear win I got a heart that runs When yours comes close And every time you reach I let go first, I know [Pre-Chorus] I don't know how to hold it When it's good and real I don't know how to say What my chest can feel I want your arms around me I want to let it show But old hurt keeps talking And I move too slow [Chorus] I love you, I love you I don't know how to show it I love you, I love you I push you, then I hate it I don't want to lose you (please don't let me ruin this) I don't want to lose you (but I still need time for this) [Verse 2] I know I make it hard I know I dim the light You give me all your grace I give you every fight You say, "Just tell me now" I freeze, I disappear Like love might turn to pain The second I get near But you been so damn kind You should not pay that price I keep on teaching you How to live a life without mine [Pre-Chorus] I don't know how to hold it When it's good and real I don't know how to say What my chest can feel I want forever with you That truth sits in my throat I'm scared of sounding selfish So I don't say the most [Chorus] I love you, I love you I don't know how to show it I love you, I love you I push you, then I hate it I don't want to lose you (please don't let me ruin this) I don't want to lose you (but I still need time for this) [Bridge] If I could learn your language I'd speak it clean and plain I'd say, "You are my home now" And not step back from rain I don't want to be your lesson I don't want to be your ache I want to be the one You trust when your heart shakes So if I go cold sometimes Know it's fear, not you I'm still learning how to open Still learning how to move [Final Chorus] I love you, I love you I don't know how to show it I love you, I love you But I mean it when I own it I want to stay right here I want to do this right I don't want to lose you I just need more time I love you, I love you Please don't let me hide it I love you, I love you I'm learning how to say it