Merhaba Sonum Söze Baslamaktan Acizim lyrics

Merhaba sonum Söze baslamaktan acizim.

Hello, my end, I am incapable of starting to speak.

Kaldır artık ödedim kalbime kestiğin faizi.

Take it back now, I've paid the interest you charged my heart.

Aşk denince bilge sen ve ben buyuk cahilim.

When it comes to love, you are wise, and I am a great ignorant one.

Kalbim bi er tek hatam da yaktı aşktı hakimim.

My heart is a soldier, my only mistake was love, it was my judge.

Bozukmuş ruh halim. Akıllı deliyim.

My mood was broken. I am a smart madman.

Her defada yaktın canımı fakat her cefada seninleydim.

You burned my soul every time, but through every hardship, I was with you.

Yoksun artık, yokum artık bu defada ben katilim.

You are gone now, I am gone now, this time I am the murderer.

Kendi kendimin.. Sen, egonla halledersin.

Of myself.. You, you'll handle it with your ego.

Bu gunde yalnız basıma,, dolaştım tüm şehri

Today, all by myself, I wandered the whole city.

Sanki hiç yaşanmamıştı, hadi artık unut beynim

As if it never happened, come on, forget it now, my brain.

Yapamıyosun uyut bari en azından kandır beni

You can't do it, at least put me to sleep, at least deceive me.

Yada bi gün izin ver de kaybediyim benliğimi.

Or one day, let me lose my identity.

Bok ettin hayatımı Yok etmek elde değil

You ruined my life. It's not possible to destroy it.

Bi günde ona değilde, bi kez de aşka eğil.

One day, instead of leaning towards them, lean towards love just once.

Kafaya koydum unutcam ve,, Kararım kesin

I've made up my mind, I'll forget, and my decision is final.

Kafayı koydum yastıga lan yine mi benimlesin?

I put my head on the pillow, damn it, are you with me again?

İyi geceler bitanem sahiden iyi mi geceler?

Good night, my darling, are the nights really good?

Üzülmeyi falan da geçtim, nedense dilim heceler.

I've even passed being sad, for some reason my tongue spells out.

Sen misin, yinemi geldin duygularımı beceren

Is it you, have you come again, messing with my feelings?

Aglamıyorum gözüme biraz sen kaçtın iyiyim ben.

I'm not crying, a bit of you got into my eye, I'm fine.

Beynimde timör vazifesini gören sen

You, who acts as a tumor in my brain.

sende kalıp gidemeyen ve bi okadar da salak ben var

There's me, stuck with you, unable to leave, and just as foolish.

Nasıl temizlenir içimde inanılmaz pislik var.

How can this incredible filth inside me be cleaned?

Oysa inandırmıştı o anlamadım gidesi varmış (şş)

Yet, she had convinced me, I didn't understand she had to leave (shh).

şşş Sus tamam hata da bende

Shhh, be quiet, okay, it's my fault too.

Ama sakın yeni piçinle, karşıma geçme.

But never, with your new bastard, stand in front of me.

Duydugum ögütler aklımda en cokda Yanlışı seçme

The advice I heard is in my mind, especially 'don't choose wrong'.

Yalvarıcak durumdayım hayaline;; gitme..

I'm in a state of begging for your imagination;; don't go..

Selamun aleykum senimi seçti bilader.

Peace be upon you, did he choose you, brother?

Salaklıgına inan bence cunku aşık edip gider.

Believe in his foolishness, I think, because he makes you fall in love and leaves.

Bu kacıncı senaryo lan benle ugrasmayın yeter

How many scenarios is this, damn it, stop bothering me, enough.

Sinir sistemim alt üst bu yoklugundan Beter

My nervous system is upside down, this is worse than your absence.

Bi sabah uyandımda sesli bi not telefonumda

One morning I woke up to a voice note on my phone.

Heyecanla açıp dinledim ve bi an şoklandım

I opened it excitedly and listened, and for a moment I was shocked.

Ogunden itibaren bitik bu ben çoktandır.

Since that day, I've been ruined for a long time.

Ogunden sonra her gecen gecemde boktandı.

Every night after that day was shitty.

Ömre bedeldin hani? Sen anca gelip gidersin.

You were worth a lifetime, right? You just come and go.

İki yuzluk alkolle anca gecede güzelsin.

With two-faced alcohol, you're only beautiful at night.

Ömer bedelmiş bide sen anca kafamı sikersin

Ömer was worth it, and you just mess with my head.

Güzelliğin az sürer kafam kadar değilsin.

Your beauty doesn't last long, you're not as good as my mind.